You’ll Come
“I have decided, I have resolved
To wait upon You, LORD.
As surely as the sun will rise, You’ll come to us,
As surely as Your Word endures “
I haven’t heard this song in a while, but it was stuck in my head all day yesterday. I guess lately I’ve been losing faith in Him and suddenly all my troubles seem to have been magnified in my vision. I realized this past week that it’s the enemy trying to prevent me from going on mission this summer, because this has been going on since 3 weeks ago, which is since when I decided to go on missions. But in the midst of all the confusion & blurriness & frustration & bitterness & anger & alksjdflj;lkajsdflkj-ness, I still find myself falling more & more in love with Him. It’s not in that honeymoon-stage-first-love-newborn-Christian-like way, but in a more deep and real way. Like even though I’ve been struggling to follow Him, I am still so in awe of His presence & who He is to me. Everything is still not okay. In fact, everything sucks and my feelings are all over the place & things just seem unfair right now.
But one thing I can positively & surely & confidently say is that God is here, in my life, in my soul, in my being, whether I like it or not.
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